Friday found out three of my coworkers are not coming back. And now today another coworker’s last day is Friday!
See, these people are not just my “coworkers” they have become my friends. My good friends! for the most part :)
It’s very bitter sweet and it’s got me thinking a lot too. What do I want to do next? I have an idea… and I will put more into it to make it happen.
Some more of me spitting out my thoughts before I go back into the zone/pitching:
On my lunch break I walked over to CarMax in search of a car I have wanted for a while now: best part is I know exactly what I want - BMW 328 i 2D Convertible either silver or black..
To be honest, and don’t laugh at me, It took me a while to get out of my car and walk over.
I was scared for some reason. But I gathered up my emotions and walked over… slowly.. past Home Depot’s pretty yellow and orange flowers… when all of a sudden a girl (teenager - I want to say about 17 or 18 yrs old with pretty pink highlights) stopped me and asked which way the mall was.
She also told me she was looking for work. She seemed very discouraged/lost.
I felt like I understood her completely at the moment, and that’s when I told her about my search for a new car.
She asked me if I was a college student, I told her I work for Ridiculousness / MTV / Rob Dyrdek? .. she had no clue.. (I thought that was funny) but anyway.. I walked her to the corner of the street, she wished me good luck, as I did to her, we parted and went our separate ways.
We all have big steps we want/need to take, but it takes baby steps to get there.
New beginnings all around me. I love it. Change is always good, yet bitter sweet..
Peace & Love
I’m at a point in the season that I’m way too familiar with… I want to punch, yell and cry at the same time. Sadly and realistically, only the later can be done.
don’t mean to name drop, but Jeff Tremaine and Johnny Knoxville held the door for me as I walked into work this morning.
It’s the little things that I always take in and smile about.